Doctor visits…

I went to the doctor this morning, everything is recovering nicely.  My chest is in severe pain from engorgement right now…..there is really nothing I can do. It hurts to hold her …and feels like my skin is being severed and ripped off.  Also the last few days my knees have been really hurting….getting up[…]

Hallelujah!

Last night after one of her evening feedings she immediately started crying and writhing in pain.  After not sleeping for a couple of days, this made me exceptionally emotional.  I started to cry thinking that I am a failure….and that I have caused my baby pain.  I have been unable to narrow down the culprits[…]

More faces… and a balding head

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One month already?

….where did it go?  I suppose in my zombiedom I lost it somewhere.  Lack of sleep has surely taken its toll.  I get on avg 30 min to an hour at a time.  If I am really lucky and having a rare but good night I get 2 hours.  So many interruptions….dogs…birds…bunnies…kids…..devices……. It may be […]

3 weeks old.

So my girl is 3 weeks old….it has been a rough but cherished  journey.  She is still feeding every 2 hours which has made it very hard on me.  I have been very tired.  There is a great deal of speculation as to why this is.  I have always had an abundant milk supply.  […]

It’s Bath Time!

Arwen’s first “proper” bath. [youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J1LJq3Z6Cao] Sing hey! for the bath at close of day that washes the weary mud away! A loon is he that will not sing: O! Water Hot is a noble thing! O! Sweet is the sound of falling rain, and the brook that leaps from hill to plain; but better than[…]